Open books

I'm a book...
sometimes fiction, mostly non-fiction...


2005-06-10

Aren't we all? ... only the percentages are different

Hope and towels

it's tough to lose a towel
when your eyes are full of soap
but it's worse to lose a friend
when your heart is full of hope

2005-06-25

:)

Unfinished business

but I can't leave now, I have unfinished madness...

2005-06-08

Some of the titles of your posts are pure gems!

Three f's

freaky folly and fun...

2005-05-29

Some words just sound good together ...

is the future now?

I sit here tapping the keys as if something grand is happening, as if all this time I spend putting my thoughts and observations into words has some real worth for the world... why else would I use my time and energy this way... why else would I upload the words...
how many thousands of us are doing this now and what does it mean?... are we by conscious choice all putting ourselves in cubicles, behind walls, behind screens and words, distant and apart?... is this the direction our species is heading?... will this be the social life of the future?... is the future now?...
I grew tired of the club scene, the drinking, the drugs, the dress up and put on the show... though sometimes the meaningless fun and ego show was worth it, all in all it was more of a waste of time and money than fun... I did not want to work hard to make money just to spend the money on going out to try to impress someone, to try to meet someone...
real has to start with real, not with pretense...

2005-05-29

Hmmm ... deep thoughts ... real thoughts ...

Mindful tracks ...

... it would be great for me to wake up enough to connect with some musicians and the festival people and maybe even get involved in putting the shows together like I was going to do way back in 2000 when I came back to Orlando to start life over...
obviously I did not take the fast track...


2005-05-19

Gotta love a mind that has such an innate sense of comedic timing! It's not easy being funny ... or green for that matter

Eagles, condoms and lustfilled love

GOVERNMENT ANNOUNCEMENT:
The government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance.
A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed.


2005-05-13

Need I explain why I am in love with your brain?

Anybody in there?

sometimes I wonder if I spend too much time writing, too much time online, too much time alone, too much time in my mind... and then I remember that I am not alone in my mind
2005-05-09

absolutely delicious!

Q & A

are you thinking?... I think so
are you feeling?... more today than yesterday
are you out there?... I'm here which is probably there
are you here?... how can I be here if you're there ... but I'm here and you're there
are you drinking?... water, life, tears
are you dealing?... as well as I can at this moment
are you aware?... I'm thinking I'm aware is that the same thing?
do you care?... I care about a lot of things ... is that enough?
what's the story?... morning glory
what's the answer?... why not?
what's the message you must tell?... I am, I was, I saw, I cried, I laughed, I smiled, I tried
is it heaven?... and hell
is it worthless?... nothing's worthless
is it magic?... everything is magical from at least one perspective
will it sell?... I've sold it to myself so yes ...
2005-04-14

Rivers run

it seems to me we all flow in the same way, creating or finding different rivers, trying to believe our rivers are better than other rivers, forgetting we all empty into the same sea...
2005-04-14

beautiful

Cool???

there are times when I get so excited that whatever cool I might have simply slides off like I'm rubber and cool is water if you know what I mean...
2005-03-08

sorry if this hurts or stings ... here's a band-aid and a kiss for the boo-boo just in case ... but seriously ... you? ... cool? ... come on ...

bittersweet truth

what we want to be and what we are usually do not meet

2005-01-11

how true

Someday ...

someday we'll get to the point
2005-01-11

emo-memories

timeless ideas... timeless emotions... wonderful, beautiful, sometimes painful, but impersonal... ideas are impersonal and emotions are illusions, for when we look around we are not seeing each other, we are not sharing the moments, the experience, each other... we read and feel the memories and emotions within us...
2005-01-02